Before I die
The story of American soldier who commits suicide inspired me to write this
Who puts me into this?
Cannot be more grateful or more bliss
My homeland is the only thing I missed
My hand with innocent blood was blessed
I enjoyed the nights with my nightmares
With these buffed eyes that at me stare
These scream, shrieks, and painful cries
Those mourn every one when he dies
Accompany me as the sun and light
Trickling blood blinded my sight
I cursed you mars god of war
And you Bush you a wretched whore
Enjoy your meal in the white house
And let us to be eaten by gulf mouth
Smile for cameras when you deliver a speech
And sip our sweat and toil like pitchy leech
I cannot bear myself when i realize
How with false pretext this land we colonize
How I raped, killed, looted and destroyed
And each villainous grain in my body I employed
To feed this monstrous bloodlust
Which makes my heart like iron go rust?
I bereaved women of their sons
And made tears springs over cheeks runs
I bombed, shooted, stabbed, and hung
Among the dead bodies I drank and sung
Anguished cries were my music rap
Which I heard before I sup
I was diving in my sins sewage
And my suicide would be the life greatest revenge