it's the first time ever i write something in english i think it is a poem:

Every time I try to write something to declare forgiveness ..
I find myself out of my intentions and can't stand the circumstance ..

What was my mistake ? I keep asking walls
Can't stop thinking that just you sent me into that holes

Forsaken soles are those you got
You were my pistol, the one I was with it shot

I kept myself in war for your good
Enemies were hopeless until you stood

They were afraid and scared of me
Thank you a lot you let me pay the whole fee

It's my mistake I cared about the wrong people
And now I can't stay on war with the other people

Please don't try to do anything .. time is up
And don't fake with silly words .. the play had stop

Every time I reach forgiveness I start writing
But once I remember what you did to me I start fighting

How can I forgive that crime ??
You smashed and squeezed me like lime !

Now .. after 10 days of unstopping thinking
I find myself started shrinking

Thanks to God Ramadan had came
I "decided" to forgive . .that's not a claim

The last step I have to reach
Is declaring my defeat in a clear speech

It's really crushing the lonely thy
I thought I deserved staying high

Thanks to God I knew the truth indeed
I forgive you, declare the defeat that's what you was in need

Saturday
22-8-2009