Fifteenth Story... The Last Will
Fifteenth Story…. The Last Will
After he prayed that night, he sat down, held a white paper and started writing …. “Mom… Dad… I don’t know where to start, but I’ll write just what I feel…. Since you knew about my disease I’ve been treated like a king, you tried so hard to heal me, and you’d taken me to so many countries just to find the cure, and you’ve spent all of your time and money for me, just to save me… just to keep me near to you… and really I appreciate it so much, and I don’t know how to thank you….unfortunately, this illness keep creeping inside of me so slowly…. I became really tired and I can’t handle it anymore…. You should know that I really fought this sickness a lot just for both of you…. And I always told you that there’s hope for me to recover again, but there’s no cure and you know that…I just told you that to see the smile in your eyes cause it always made me feel stronger inside…. I’m really sorry to say that I’ll surrender now, and I won’t fight it anymore… I’m gonna die, and this is the truth and no one can change it, and I really became tired of combating this disease… I’m sorry… and I hope you’ll forgive me….
Mom… do you still remember Mariah?? Our neighbor’s girl !!!... you know that I loved her and I wanted to marry her, but when I knew about my illness I thought a lot and I didn’t want her to suffer with me that’s why I told her that I love another girl and I don’t want her anymore…. Mom…When you knew about that you’ve gone crazy and you thought I’m a bad guy … you thought that I lied to her… but now I’m telling you the truth… she was the only one I loved…. She was the only one I’ve always thought of… and I hope you’ll tell her about this when I die … I hope that both of you will forgive me for what I’ve done….
At the end what I wanna say that I Love you so much, and I don’t know how I can thank you for everything you did for me, you’ve been the best parents can a child have…. I’m really thankful …
And remember, death isn’t the end, it’s just the beginning, and I know that I’ll fly to a better place, where I won’t feel the pain anymore…. If God wills… and my last will for you is to keep me in your memories, and always pray to God to forgive me for each mistake I made without noticing that…. And always say “God bless our only child” because I’ll need the blessings so much… hope I was the boy you wanted me to be... I love you…..
Your beloved Son
Then he hid this message in the Qur’an he used to read and thought… “God… I hope I become ready to meet you… please forgive me … you’re the merciful one and you’re the only one I need to feel relief … blessed is your name and scended is your highness… my one and only God”
15/9/2008 5:45 pm